Doesn't the title say it all?!
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Alive once again...
It's been a while since I last updated my blog...hur.hur...
Do you like my plain white? Me still thinking of what design to put up...hurhur...better wait till my hectic schedule relaxes a bit...
...meanwhile, here's a pic of me not doing my bookkeeping homework!!!
Do you like my plain white? Me still thinking of what design to put up...hurhur...better wait till my hectic schedule relaxes a bit...
...meanwhile, here's a pic of me not doing my bookkeeping homework!!!
Friday, October 23, 2009
I not here no more.
huuu. I not do blogging here no more. huuuuuuuuu.
Eh. I seem to prefer tumblr nowadays.....or, good old one liner blogs...yes, your day in one sentence!
Oh my golly. Exam week has been so terrible. I swear, I actually believe that I'm getting a failure...or something close to it. That is not an exaggeration! I bid my dreams of getting accepted to my dream school goodbye. Oh well. C'est la vie. Now, I just remembered Mrs. B. ahahaha.
Now, I feel like I'm getting fat. ho ho ho. No surprise there. I've been pigging out for the past couple of weeks. Seriously, what happened to the eating disorder-prone girl I knew? *sigh* I wish I could go back...wait...I can! Hah! Starting now, I'm going to kiss one of life's unquestionable pleasures, goodbye. Sundae Mcdo...I'll miss you soooo...........
I should go back to studying and quit obsessing about my weight .......haiiiiiii
Eh. I seem to prefer tumblr nowadays.....or, good old one liner blogs...yes, your day in one sentence!
Oh my golly. Exam week has been so terrible. I swear, I actually believe that I'm getting a failure...or something close to it. That is not an exaggeration! I bid my dreams of getting accepted to my dream school goodbye. Oh well. C'est la vie. Now, I just remembered Mrs. B. ahahaha.
Now, I feel like I'm getting fat. ho ho ho. No surprise there. I've been pigging out for the past couple of weeks. Seriously, what happened to the eating disorder-prone girl I knew? *sigh* I wish I could go back...wait...I can! Hah! Starting now, I'm going to kiss one of life's unquestionable pleasures, goodbye. Sundae Mcdo...I'll miss you soooo...........
I should go back to studying and quit obsessing about my weight .......haiiiiiii
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
There is no "we" in "I", only "me".
Physics class:
As I jot down equations and draw tiny cars on my notebook, I'm fighting my very hardest NOT to fall asleep. Alas, next thing I knew, I was called to the board to answer an equation. By now, you should have guessed what happened.
Tough luck? Ain't it?
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*sigh*
I realized that there are a number of things in which I don't believe in anymore. One, I don't believe I could stand a whole day of school without sleeping in at least one class. Second, there is no such thing as true anymore. It's all false.
Yep, false.
False eyes, false hair, false teeth.
Nothing is what it seems.
You'd have to be stupid like me to easily believe in things.
DON'T.
It's like a sandcastle in a beach being washed away in which you actually believed that the sandcastle would still stand. It may look strong with the walls around it, perhaps it's even encircled with stones. Giving you some sort of FALSE hope that it wouldn't wash away. How stupid. Duh, it would be washed away of course. Yet, you still believed it would stand. That's even more stupid.
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cut-erase-delete-refresh...refresh...refresh...
-memory deleted and is now replaced with a better hard drive that has better anti-virus programs-
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Trust no one, deceive everyone?
As I jot down equations and draw tiny cars on my notebook, I'm fighting my very hardest NOT to fall asleep. Alas, next thing I knew, I was called to the board to answer an equation. By now, you should have guessed what happened.
Tough luck? Ain't it?
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*sigh*
I realized that there are a number of things in which I don't believe in anymore. One, I don't believe I could stand a whole day of school without sleeping in at least one class. Second, there is no such thing as true anymore. It's all false.
Yep, false.
False eyes, false hair, false teeth.
Nothing is what it seems.
You'd have to be stupid like me to easily believe in things.
DON'T.
It's like a sandcastle in a beach being washed away in which you actually believed that the sandcastle would still stand. It may look strong with the walls around it, perhaps it's even encircled with stones. Giving you some sort of FALSE hope that it wouldn't wash away. How stupid. Duh, it would be washed away of course. Yet, you still believed it would stand. That's even more stupid.
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cut-erase-delete-refresh...refresh...refresh...
-memory deleted and is now replaced with a better hard drive that has better anti-virus programs-
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Trust no one, deceive everyone?
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Interesting Conversation.
NTERESTING CONVERSATION
An Atheist Professor of Philosophy speaks to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD, the ALMIGHTY.
He asks one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .
Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him.
Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill.
But GOD didn't.
How is this GOD good then? Hmm?
( Student is silent )
Professor : You can't answer, can you ?
Let's start again, Young Fella.
Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right.
Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ?
And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?
(Student does not answer)
Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness?
All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who Created them ?
( Student has no answer )
Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you.
Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD?
Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist.
What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor : Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No sir. There isn't..
( The Lecture Theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events )
Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat,
White Heat, a Little Heat or No Heat...
But we don't have anything called Cold.
We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat,
but we can't go any further after that.
There is no such thing as Cold.
Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.
We cannot Measure Cold.
Heat is Energy.
Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.
( There is Pin - Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )
Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir..
Darkness is the Absence of Something�K
You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . .
But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called
Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't.
If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality.
You argue there is Life and then there is Death,
a Good GOD and a Bad GOD.
You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite,
something we can measure.
Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought.
It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen,
much less fully understood either one.
To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that
Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.
Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it.
Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved
from a Monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process,
yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?
( The Professor shakes his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument is going )
Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and
Cannot even prove that this Process is an On - Going Endeavor,
Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir?
Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?
( The Class is in Uproar )
Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?
( The Class breaks out into Laughter )
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . .
No one appears to have done so.
So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable,
Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have No Brain, sir.
With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?
(The Room is Silent. The Professor stares at the Student, his face unfathomable.)
Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . .
The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH.
That is all that Keeps Things Moving & Alive.
NB:
I believe you have enjoyed the Conversation . . . and if so . . .
You'll probably want your Friends / Colleagues to enjoy the same . . . won't you?
Forward them to Increase their Knowledge . . . or FAITH.
It turned out later that the student is ALBERT EINSTEIN .
An Atheist Professor of Philosophy speaks to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD, the ALMIGHTY.
He asks one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .
Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him.
Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill.
But GOD didn't.
How is this GOD good then? Hmm?
( Student is silent )
Professor : You can't answer, can you ?
Let's start again, Young Fella.
Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right.
Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ?
And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?
(Student does not answer)
Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness?
All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who Created them ?
( Student has no answer )
Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you.
Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD?
Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist.
What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor : Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No sir. There isn't..
( The Lecture Theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events )
Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat,
White Heat, a Little Heat or No Heat...
But we don't have anything called Cold.
We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat,
but we can't go any further after that.
There is no such thing as Cold.
Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.
We cannot Measure Cold.
Heat is Energy.
Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.
( There is Pin - Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )
Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir..
Darkness is the Absence of Something�K
You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . .
But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called
Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't.
If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality.
You argue there is Life and then there is Death,
a Good GOD and a Bad GOD.
You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite,
something we can measure.
Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought.
It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen,
much less fully understood either one.
To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that
Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.
Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it.
Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved
from a Monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process,
yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?
( The Professor shakes his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument is going )
Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and
Cannot even prove that this Process is an On - Going Endeavor,
Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir?
Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?
( The Class is in Uproar )
Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?
( The Class breaks out into Laughter )
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . .
No one appears to have done so.
So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable,
Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have No Brain, sir.
With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?
(The Room is Silent. The Professor stares at the Student, his face unfathomable.)
Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . .
The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH.
That is all that Keeps Things Moving & Alive.
NB:
I believe you have enjoyed the Conversation . . . and if so . . .
You'll probably want your Friends / Colleagues to enjoy the same . . . won't you?
Forward them to Increase their Knowledge . . . or FAITH.
It turned out later that the student is ALBERT EINSTEIN .
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Punching Bag.
I must say, it's really been a while since I've last updated my blog!
Oh...how 4th year life is being a bitch to me!!! (Yep! I know...great opening statement)
Of course, there's the usual pressure in school...only that it's been multiplied 100x!!! No, I'm not exaggerating! Unfortunate things have been happening to me lately. Apart from the great decline of my grades, MY LAPTOP CRASHED! Yeah, I've been fuming about that for quite a while...and I simply wouldn't get over it! I mean, my FUTURE is in there! By future, I meant my Admissions Essay. Well, why not make a new one?
........Uh hello?!....Writing an essay isn't as easy as you think. Let alone one which your future depends upon! I simply couldn't write a good...or impressive one if I'm not inspired...which, I certainly am not feeling right now with all the TORTURE!!!!
ahahaha.
I did mention in my essay that I don't give up. Sure, I may not be perfect and I may not be the smartest but, what I do have is determination. hahaha. I do hope that still applies to me now...haha of course it does! haha........I think. Sure, my grades are lower than the temperature in Antarctica but it isn't all that matters right?...hahaha ( here I go with the pep talk)....Yeah, the entrance exam is the 70% basis for acceptance . Hoo yeah...
Why do I feel myself degrading every minus one I get in my tests? They say people learn by making mistakes but, I certainly CANNOT afford any more mistakes unless I want risk of failing. I feel so embarassed with my performance in school nowadays, seeing that I'm in this so-called "star class". It's upsetting to see my scores being average....or even below that. Don't get me wrong. I don't slack off and I do work VERY HARD. I study. I listen...but why does it have to come out so hard for me?
Ack. This wouldn't matter to me before...now, it's different and I'm sure the reasons are quite obvious right? Seriously, how could any self-respecting senior not care?
I should really pull myself together before I start slitting my wrists......haha.
Oh...how 4th year life is being a bitch to me!!! (Yep! I know...great opening statement)
Of course, there's the usual pressure in school...only that it's been multiplied 100x!!! No, I'm not exaggerating! Unfortunate things have been happening to me lately. Apart from the great decline of my grades, MY LAPTOP CRASHED! Yeah, I've been fuming about that for quite a while...and I simply wouldn't get over it! I mean, my FUTURE is in there! By future, I meant my Admissions Essay. Well, why not make a new one?
........Uh hello?!....Writing an essay isn't as easy as you think. Let alone one which your future depends upon! I simply couldn't write a good...or impressive one if I'm not inspired...which, I certainly am not feeling right now with all the TORTURE!!!!
ahahaha.
I did mention in my essay that I don't give up. Sure, I may not be perfect and I may not be the smartest but, what I do have is determination. hahaha. I do hope that still applies to me now...haha of course it does! haha........I think. Sure, my grades are lower than the temperature in Antarctica but it isn't all that matters right?...hahaha ( here I go with the pep talk)....Yeah, the entrance exam is the 70% basis for acceptance . Hoo yeah...
Why do I feel myself degrading every minus one I get in my tests? They say people learn by making mistakes but, I certainly CANNOT afford any more mistakes unless I want risk of failing. I feel so embarassed with my performance in school nowadays, seeing that I'm in this so-called "star class". It's upsetting to see my scores being average....or even below that. Don't get me wrong. I don't slack off and I do work VERY HARD. I study. I listen...but why does it have to come out so hard for me?
Ack. This wouldn't matter to me before...now, it's different and I'm sure the reasons are quite obvious right? Seriously, how could any self-respecting senior not care?
I should really pull myself together before I start slitting my wrists......haha.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
The Fever Strikes. *hoh noh!!!*
Present Condition....
Stifling my sneezes, I'm typing this blog to escape from reality even for just a few minutes.
1-2-3 ACHOOOO! *wipes nose* I knew that it's bound to happen. *sniffs*
Great, I'm sick...again. Gahd. I think I'm coming up with a case of H1N1. Kidding aside, I just have a flu. No need to worry. I just finished the last bits of my super sugay "otap" with some sugary crystals lingering in my mouth. Ehgahd. I want more...but yeah, I'm not allowed to eat much for now.
At around 6 P.M.....
Waking up from my weird dream about some crazy cosplayers attacking someone, I realized I still have to make my head hurt more by reading about Adam Smith. Crap. His economic theories and what not is making my head throb and my nose bleed. I don't see why Katrina is so fascinated with him. Of course, I didn't do my work just yet. I just has to watch this show entitled, "Nasaan ka Maruja"...did I get that right? Of course, it was quite lame for me. Also, someone turned on the t.v. in my room and I was too weak to turn it off. After that I get to hear about all the fuss about Michael Jackson. True, his death shocked me and that I had to find out by opening Yahoo in the computer lab with my teaching exclaiming behind my back saying, "Is that true?!". I also ended up thinking she heard what I said about something that I shouldn't be saying. Good thing was, she was talking about the Yahoo headline saying, The King of Pop is Dead. Also, my mouth gaped open as I read. Sad, I've been linked to him in grade school because I wore black shoes and white socks with ankle-lengthed black pants. Hey, I was a growing kid!
Rants...
How saaad. I didn't get to go out today...to GK, to the Casino, to dance class....not at all! In truth, I'm quite happy since I didn't want to go to GK today with all the work and me not feeling so well. I'm quite glad I didn't get to dance today since I know my body can't handle it. Come on, I couldn't even talk on the phone earlier that I had to ask my sister to make the call for me. Yep, I was too weak to even speak...*le gasp!*. Of course, I'm not too weak to type...haha typing is my forte after all! I'm just a bit sad that I didn't get to go the casino with yel...she said that there was free dinner!!!!!!!! *rolls like a pandesal in tears*
Despite having a bit more time to do work, I still didn't get to do any. Why? Number one, I still feel that I'm in no condition to do anything headache-inducing. Number two, lack of will-power. Number three...don't you get it?! I'm procrastinating!...and of course, I'm typing this blog.
So yeah, I haven't got much to say except that my throat hurts and I feel like I could just collapse in front of the laptop any minute now....
......Before any of that happens, I bid adieu!
Stifling my sneezes, I'm typing this blog to escape from reality even for just a few minutes.
1-2-3 ACHOOOO! *wipes nose* I knew that it's bound to happen. *sniffs*
Great, I'm sick...again. Gahd. I think I'm coming up with a case of H1N1. Kidding aside, I just have a flu. No need to worry. I just finished the last bits of my super sugay "otap" with some sugary crystals lingering in my mouth. Ehgahd. I want more...but yeah, I'm not allowed to eat much for now.
At around 6 P.M.....
Waking up from my weird dream about some crazy cosplayers attacking someone, I realized I still have to make my head hurt more by reading about Adam Smith. Crap. His economic theories and what not is making my head throb and my nose bleed. I don't see why Katrina is so fascinated with him. Of course, I didn't do my work just yet. I just has to watch this show entitled, "Nasaan ka Maruja"...did I get that right? Of course, it was quite lame for me. Also, someone turned on the t.v. in my room and I was too weak to turn it off. After that I get to hear about all the fuss about Michael Jackson. True, his death shocked me and that I had to find out by opening Yahoo in the computer lab with my teaching exclaiming behind my back saying, "Is that true?!". I also ended up thinking she heard what I said about something that I shouldn't be saying. Good thing was, she was talking about the Yahoo headline saying, The King of Pop is Dead. Also, my mouth gaped open as I read. Sad, I've been linked to him in grade school because I wore black shoes and white socks with ankle-lengthed black pants. Hey, I was a growing kid!
Rants...
How saaad. I didn't get to go out today...to GK, to the Casino, to dance class....not at all! In truth, I'm quite happy since I didn't want to go to GK today with all the work and me not feeling so well. I'm quite glad I didn't get to dance today since I know my body can't handle it. Come on, I couldn't even talk on the phone earlier that I had to ask my sister to make the call for me. Yep, I was too weak to even speak...*le gasp!*. Of course, I'm not too weak to type...haha typing is my forte after all! I'm just a bit sad that I didn't get to go the casino with yel...she said that there was free dinner!!!!!!!! *rolls like a pandesal in tears*
Despite having a bit more time to do work, I still didn't get to do any. Why? Number one, I still feel that I'm in no condition to do anything headache-inducing. Number two, lack of will-power. Number three...don't you get it?! I'm procrastinating!...and of course, I'm typing this blog.
So yeah, I haven't got much to say except that my throat hurts and I feel like I could just collapse in front of the laptop any minute now....
......Before any of that happens, I bid adieu!
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